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Obelisk

by Dying Pharaohs

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is this a sign that I'm falling behind? wasting time am i losing my mind? so unkind theres no reason no rhyme nevermind couldn’t see I was blind in 93 I was an offspring couldn’t afford a diamond ring had to undergo my rites of spring I was a puppet on a string I used to think I was worth nothing found out I was something everyone told me I was worthless now I realize they weren’t anything for years I was a plaything mocked and laughed at for every single thing I was criticized for being me it stung like a bee sting wanted to flee to Beijing in the choir I learned to sing
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it feels like I’m falling fast down the hole to nothing at all I’ve gotta change this situation desperation I’m feeling so small I’m trapped in this cage and I can’t run free I can’t stand tall everyday's the same I’m so deranged and I’m hitting the wall I won't take your call 'cause you just wanna brawl
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you tried to take the best of me you’re the enemy can’t let me be always pursuing you always have something to say to make me feel a certain kind of way walking around pounding your chest trying to scare me 'cause your life is a mess
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Desecration 02:18
I’m sick of this isolation something has gotta change I’m tired of this humiliation my life is so insane I can’t stand this desecration slandering my name don’t believe the lies that they claim they need to open their eyes and realize they’re falling behind they hate that I’m ahead they spend all their time sabotaging my life they say I don’t deserve anything I have they want to steal it away I make them feel so bad they’re so sad they can’t accept the truth they’re filled with so much hate they call me a fool they're baboons all the goons and loons call me a tool
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had to wear a uniform at work it was the norm went through the thunderstorm all the people were misinformed didn’t want to conform spit 'em out if they’re lukewarm drove through the snowstorm stayed inside where it’s warm in college I ditched the dorm now I’m on a platform all my raps are freeform with a band I perform my faith was restored on a Teac I tape record Barry White loves harpsichord diving off the diving board played chess on a chessboard in the ocean I surfboard bought a new keyboard A Korg I adored The lion just roared Now I’m on the Billboard charts I ride a skateboard Down the hill when I’m bored The territory was unexplored I paid the slumlord For last months rent now I’m good mixing on a sound board on guitar i play a chord when I felt ignored i got hungry so i went to the smorgasbord put on my boxing gloves there is a lack of love I saw two turtledoves none of the above at In-N-Out I got fast food because I was in the mood Hey Jude, I conclude there was a Family Fued had to get interviewed at a high altitude latitude and longitude my hair I shampooed I have no tattoos shish kabobs I barbecued had to feed the multitudes spent time in solitude
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Dark Days 12:51
I’m alone in the cold out in the snow I’ve got no home I’ve been disowned so much despair they say I can’t be repaired deprived of love they call me a slob it’s not ok another bad day I’m the one they blame filled with so much shame I’m running out of time I want to hide theres nowhere to go they wanna kill my hope out in the storm abandoned again without a friend don’t wanna descend down in the dumps I’ve had enough no one cares they’re unaware it’s not ok another bad day I’m the one they blame filled with so much shame I’m running out of time I want to hide theres nowhere to go they wanna kill my hope I fell down the hole to nothing at all 100 miles below they tried to take control there was nothing I could do thank God I made it through the enemy tried to pursue me and destroy everything I knew desperate for something more I had to unlock the door and step outside go for a ride I fell down to the floor I had to get away from that awful place where I was laughed at and mocked everyday no one understood me they said I'm insane no one stopped to ask what’s wrong? no one cared about my songs trying to hold me down they called me a clown you say I’m nothing you slander my name just for fun I’m not the only one that they bully their love is in vain I don’t care about the money you make you say I’m second rate you say my music is worthless when you're the one that is heartless you’ve got no creativity you say theres something wrong with me lying about me in society while I’m here living in misery. you say I’m a problem that needs solving you’re a bully and you disgust me dark days I'm suffering can’t go out everyday's the same I wanna rearrange everything my life is filled with so much strife in a haze I feel deranged cannot shout can’t say anything I’m like a rat in a cage disarray I feel so afraid all of the lies I'm victimized they say I’m a freak because I’m meek it's a preemptive strike hurts me everytime cuts like me like a knife like a cloak and scythe trying to intimidate devouring me is their victory unfortunately they cannot see what they’re doing they can’t let me be me I’m getting sick of the hype all the stereotypes hearing the sound of bagpipes all the fruit was ripe on Tinder i had to swipe my ex was not my type I almost got sideswiped in my car I don’t mean to gripe I felt so deprived my soul got revived thank God I’m alive and that I survived I took a nosedive into life I skydived couldn’t take a test drive I worked my nine to five at last I arrived my lyrics aren’t contrived watched U2 play live got inspired now I have the drive I used to be so traumatized tried so hard to tranquilize tried to onoculize all the fear I was terrified for years I compromised from society I was ostracized No one could sympathize all the news was televised hypnotized before my two eyes negativity I despise all the hatred and all the lies I’m blasting rock n roll and drum n bass I’m in control I’ve got the heart and soul climbing up the totem pole I refuse to be pigeonholed In a genre thats not my goal I'm gonna perform at the Rose Bowl Dying Pharaohs is on a roll I respect Nat King Cole in the snow I’m so cold I stepped into a portal and appeared in a different zone I survived the lightning and the thunder the hail storm tried to take me under can’t duck for cover my car didn’t crash into that tree the devil couldn’t kill me and now he’s angry the shipwreck didn’t take my life cause I’m alright the lies and the hatred they tried to spread 'cause I wouldn’t bow down and worship them attacked everyday theres nothing i can say they want to steal my energy they say theres something wrong with me suffering and hurting every time it’s like I’m caught in a maze of disarray stuck in a cage with so much pain no where to run, my life is so lame and I'm the only one to blame
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Unrest 02:03
terrified so anxious waiting for the other shoe to drop walking on eggshells killing braincells the pain wouldn’t stop hated on and ostracized lied about all the time nervous and depressed all the unrest I had to run and hide
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Deprived 02:05
I was so lost I paid the cost wasted so much time I was blind isolated from everyone I couldn’t shine attacked everyday for being me there was nothing I could say I couldn’t stay I had to leave I was deprived and so displeased
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Unkind 02:10
days go by I realize I wasted so much time worrying and suffering for years I was blind couldn’t see what was wrong with me I was so unkind I had to get away I was locked inside
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Negativity 01:59
I’m better off alone please don’t call me on the phone I don't have time for your negativity you have been disowned all the lies you have told now they know the truth you betrayed with so much hate your heart is so cold
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heartbroken and forgotten rejected not accepted alone out in the cold in the snow feeling so low without a home
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Displeased 01:33
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Obelisk I 02:26
things won’t change they’ll stay the same iIve lost hope and you’re deranged I’m trapped in this cage of disarray you’re attacking me cause you’re insane things won’t change they’ll stay the same iIve lost hope and you’re deranged I’m trapped in this cage of disarray you’re attacking me cause you’re insane
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Obelisk II 01:46
everyday gets worse I feel so sad It’s almost like I’ve been cursed can’t turn back the snowstorm feeling so lost the blizzard I paid the cost they wanna ruin my self esteem acting as a team they say there’s something wrong with me trying to destroy me they can’t just let me be without criticizing making the best of a bad situation desecration I need some alleviation gotta get out I have to find a way I’ve gotta escape I need to walk away tried to survive on my own had to escape from San Jose is this my fate? to be a slave isolated they called me a loser and a failure seperated
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Obelisk III 02:19
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Obelisk IV 02:56
rejected again without a friend no one’s there destined to descend down in the dumps no one cares I’ve had enough and I’m well aware of whats going on all of the lies I’m victimized they want my dreams to die and so they lie about me in society I cant believe that they keep stalking can’t go on living this way all the shame everyday’s the same lied about and ostracized they’re spreading their lies trying to penalize me for being happy they can’t stand to see they want me to be stuck in a cage with no key can’t run free can’t unlock the door so i cant leave separated from society they all say I’m a freak and they all say I’m crazy to prevent me from talking to you they say I’m a fool that I’m a loon it’s all untrue it’s all a facade the haters and hypocrites want to play God they wanna control me they wanna see me fail and throw in the towel
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Obelisk V 03:24
can’t see the forest from the trees I can’t do as I please it stings like a bee and I’m under heat my lifes no fun I’m not the only one can’t see the forest from the trees I can’t do as I please it stings like a bee I’m under heat my lifes no fun I’m not the only one
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Obelisk VI 04:16
they think I’m a idiot that I’m full of it that I’m mentally ill and still I can’t get away I’m the only one to blame I wish things would change my life’s been so lame they’re deranged and their lives are insane spreading their hate they can’t wait to tell me off and say I’m a bum I’m not the only one who’s not having fun and my lifes been robbed I entered the scene full of bullies trying to destroy me trying to win at any cost I am so lost there’s a lack of love I’ve been double crossed I’ve been too sincere for so many years walked all over and crying these tears everyday gets worse I feel so sad it’s almost like I’ve been cursed I can’t turn back feeling so lost in the snowstorm the blizzard I paid the cost tried to survive on my own had to escape from San Jose is this my fate? to be a slave isolated they call me a loser and a failure separated
desecrated obliterated and humiliated
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Obelisk VII 02:24
felt ugly and unclean so lonely unworthy kicked out of the club out of the group no one to talk to they want me to lose it all they wanna see me fall no hope left I cannot stand tall feeling so small I paid the toll down the road at the end of it all they hate me and it’s plain to see they say I’m a failure and that I’ll never be anything and that my music sucks they say I’m a loser that i’m not good enough they say I have no future to go get a job that I am a slob that I’m a nothing and that I can’t succeed that I should just retreat that I just should just leave
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released March 5, 2023

Nate Pizano - vocals, synths, guitar, bass, programming, lyrics, artwork

Produced, Arranged, and Composed by Nate Pizano

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